Gail left around eighy completed poems logged on our home computer. Here's a sample of just a few.
The space you’re not in 17.06.00
Being sane in a moment
Being sober
Climb down from the chittle chattle
A hush in the space
It’s then I miss you.
If I keep my head busy
And body this way and that
Well, my heart will dutifully serve.
Moment’s peace
Breath to itself
And it fills with the space
You’re not in.
I keep waiting for time to send you away
But your place just gets quieter and more strong.
How I miss you.
Night Shadow 03.08.02I awoke one night
With a terrible fright
With a shadow o’er my bairn’s bed.
‘Wait’ said I ‘He’s not to die
Please take me instead’.
I left where I lay
So my bairn could stay
And joined the shadow that night.
We moved through the town
And came visiting down
Collecting beams of light.
By the time of the dawn
It was time to move on
The shadow was now my friend.
Back in my bed On leaving, he said
‘I’ll be with you till the end’.
Hangover 22.12.02
Someone's left an anvil on my head
Shards of glass strain pins
At the corners of my eyes
My eyelids have been planted
With wasp legs for lashes
And my lips feel as though
I'm now exposing an internal organ
I didn't know you could feel pain in your hair
My eyeballs need water
And my teeth are jammed
I think I've been spun dry
My nose lining's ripped
And my head's all unzipped
My ears have been folded the wrong way
Bits of memory jar
When they enter my bent head
Of crap banter and unfunny song
Cringing images shriek and drag a looming depression
My tongue's a shrivelled ballon
My brain keeps short-fusing
I'm in a dull confusion
Happiness and cheer
Have no place here
I'll never drink again